I did not ..... I will stress easily ( ... but it should be? ), will be that since she was born I have totally rincitrullita Marta, who will have three children and a dog , will be that for this year's draft in exchange for a house ( find it! ), will I still want to free time and creativity ... but my return to the world of work has not gone as hoped. I had decided that Martha would went to the nest until the afternoon, but I could not resist and continue to take (or take it) after lunch. The rhythms of these days I do not govern them, "open" the nest at 8 am, to organize the school life of two other children and young people in school, preparing lessons, correcting homework, keeping order, managing a small daughter who then the afternoon, I want all to himself, do not disconnect ever.
I do not have enough energy for everyone! I will draw criticism from those who are forced to work all day and leave their children to school late ... but I can not (
and fortunately they are not forced to do so, at least for now ).
And so, reluctantly, because they are insecure and I can, I decided to take another year to follow children well, to stay with them if they get sick, to prepare snacks. I feel a little 'guilty with the school, but better now than two or three months. Now I'm a bit 'well, first time found myself happy, the other full of doubts and a sense of failure, but I hope is soon.
